Today was the Women’s March. I didn’t march… again.
I didn’t spend the day speaking for all women alive.
I spent the day taking care of this woman — the one who needed to deposit money into her account so her checks wouldn’t bounce, the one who needed to call her cable company and fix her DVR so it would function properly and actually record programs while she was at work, and the one who needed to turn off the music, silence the world, and just listen to her baby breathe.
He is still her baby.
I am that woman. I am the one who needs to take time to write, to cook, and to handle her business.
I am also the one who needs to embrace love and sadness.
Reading the story today about Tyler Hilinski’s suicide (the Washington State Quarterback) brought a flood of emotions about Phil that needed to be felt in the few hours available before I go to work tonight.
What good would I be to womenkind if I didn’t embrace my own needs as a woman today?
Sure, these all sound like excuses and they probably are, but whatever. I accept that.
We are all doing the best we can most of the time — men and women alike.
I’m ALL for the #metoo movement. I’m ALL for women speaking up and telling their stories — as raw and painful as they are. But I’m all for men telling their stories too — I’m all for men embracing their pain and their emotions… before they pull the trigger.
The human experience: male AND female is painful. Being alive exposes us ALL to unimaginable pain, and I want to give the WORLD a hug today.
I’ll probably settle for hugging my dog, but that’s a good start.
I love you ALL.